better panggil saye ~SaKiNaH~

nie saye nk citer pasal my name...dr kecik lg, semua org panggil saye anum.. kat umah ma abh panggil anum jd makcik pakcik, sedre mare, atok nenek, semua panggil anum, kecuali adik beradik tersyg yg panggil "adik". masuk sekolah rendah pun same, semua pggl anum.. tp, ade seorg ustaz nie, panggil 'sakinah'. da first person who kept calling me as 'sakinah'. i'm hepy with both name at that tyme.

masuk sekolah menengah, sekolah menengah sains johor, nothg changed, semua owg pggl saye 'anum' gak.

tp bile start je masuk UIA, bermula la kecelaruan dlm hati saye.. kat UIA, a university yg known for the use of arabic kn...da lecturers and students, they are very particular bout the meaning of students' name, including my name. start ari pertame lg, ade seorg student kate " sakinah saye tawu maksudnye ketenangan, tp ape maksud hanum?" ..n dye seorg hafizah, penghafaz Quran, yg pastinya arif sgt dgn bahasa arab nih.. saye pun diam seribu bahasa sbb saye pun tk tawu ape maksudnye.. n masuk plak kelas agama, ustaz n ustazah pun akn questioned bout the same thg, thus most of them prefer to call me as 'sakinah' sbb ade maksud yg baek.. saye dah mula sedey sbb saye tak tawu ape maksud name saye..tp sbnrnye dr kecik lg sy mmg tk jumpe maksud name 'hanum', tp saye buat tk kesah jerk.

then masuk plak main campus ntk student perubatan, UIA kuantan campus.. mcm biase, sgt ramai lecturer overc esp dr negare timur tengah.. kami panggil semuanye doctor sbb mmg diorg semua nie doctor2 perubatan yg ade yg masih berkhidmat d hosp n ade yg dah jd lec sepenuh mase. kat cnie, setiap minggu ade session Problem Based Learning, dlm bahasa mudahnye, mcm case discussion.. cthnye: a woman admitted into Batu Pahat Hosp with the complained of right hypochondric pain.. then kami pun discuss sampaila dpt tawu ape disease nye...

key,so setiap kali nk start this session, mestila ade sesi 'breaking the ice' kn, sbb doc tk kenal lg.. then, saat2 yg tak leh dilupakan, bile doc2 dr negare arab masuk... when they ask my name..i know dat somethg will come out from their mouth if i introduce myself as 'hanum' instead of 'sakinah'.... setiap kali, doctor akn cakap: hanum is not an Arabic word, thus it has no meaning! waaaaaa..... bukan sorang doctor yg ckp mcm tue.. so doctor2 nie, they will call me as 'sakinah'..

so start benda2 nih, i really prefer all of my fren to call me 'sakinah', sbb at least ade maksud name nie.. bukan ape, name yg dpanggil penting dlm Islam krn name itu doa, n di padang masyar nanti,kite akn dpanggil dgn name kite..jd Allah sendiri menyuruh kite memberikan name yg baek kpd anak2 kite kn... n saye rase rugi sgt bile dpanggil dgn name yg tiade maksudnye, sedangkn peluang ntk org doakan kite terbentang luas dgn hanye memanggil name kite..

tp, byk halangannye... saye phm kwn2 saye kat mane2 pun dah biase sgt panggil saye dgn name 'anum'. jd, bile saye start nk tukar je, ramai yg rase pelik n myb tk selesa.. jd, saye jd serba salah.. slalu sgt dlm hati nie, bile berkenalan je dgn org2 br, mcm senior n doctor2, nak je cakap, name saye sakinah.. tp bile ade kwn2 kat sbelah, wisau kalau2 ade yg rase tak selesa bile saye ckp mcm tue....

saye harap, makin ramai yg akn pggl saye sakinah..

last skali, thanks sgt to my dear fren Fatin bt Ismail, bcoz she's the only one who keeps calling me as sakinah. =)